I worked today in an actual office. With actual people. It’s a temp gig that’ll last to wednesday. I kinda freaked out on the way there this morning when I dribbled coffee down my pant leg. Suddenly I just wanted to be home where I didn’t have to look presentable to anyone, and I could listen to black sabbath or daniel johnston or the gerbils if I wanted, and nobody could object. I got over it.

Holding on to the bar on the subway I picked up some stranger’s cologne. Every time I take a sip of my coffee I bring my cup up to my mouth and get a good whiff of what somebody wished they smelled like. Maybe I’m lazy, but I’ll probably wait til after I’m done ith my coffee to go wash it off.

I had my first cup of coffee today in the new year and it was great. I had so much energy today. I dont know what i’m gonna do tomorrow. I’d like to try to believe that i’m not addicted but maybe I should just admit it and not worry about it. anyway, when I got home, I made a big steamy tofu and broccoli rabe dish as well as zee franch potato salad. Both of which I have extra to bring to work tomorrow.